I AM MADDDDD!!! wahaha. Went Pasir Ris park juz nw wif gloria.
wasted 2hrs+ finding the place to book the BBQ pit.
It was actually closed.. cuz sunday.. I told the person me n gloria from Yishun and took 2hr+ to find the park.
she was shocked.. hehex.. lucky she say nevermind.. help me book.
YAY!! we choosed L and booked on 18/11/2oo4. We booked it for the whole say to the next day 8am.. say we use 4hrs only.. blah.
After booking i yelled all the way to the kiddie playground!
Played the swing.. whee! kicked sand arnd!! ((:
Exchanged sandals wiv gloria. hers so heavyyyy ;
Went orchard.. Bought Famous Amos cookies and went to northpoint the op.
IT WAS CLOSED!! argh.
Met my mom and went home.. hahax..
GLORIA IS MY SISTEHH!!!

The mood icon shows my feeling.. i f33s torned up, distorted, confused.. but i dun even noe why.. hiax.. I feel like another part of me is missing.. i haf gloria to accompany me.. but why do i haf an emptyness feelin inside me? why? i juz cant understand myself..

i haf co tml at 8.30am.. hiax.. dun feel like going.. reallie lor.. its so sian.. ):

gloria is my bez fren.. but i still feel that these smt out there.. pryin us apart.. a frenship.. but worse den b4.. hiax.. its e same wif yt las time but nw its better.. but theres smt missing.. am emptiniess feeling existing..

y do i feel like cryin at home? such an emptiness feelin inside me.. hiax..

YAYNESSSSS ; Gloria and me are frenz again. And to cap it all, we are back to being bez and special frenz 4eva!! (: *tickles her tighly* hehex.. this mornin she sms me say she sorry and so on den okayy le.. yayyyy ; (:

Collected $1 from everyone who was going. It was a miracle that they just easily gave a dollar each! But we havent tell them that they have to help in BBQing the food. We are not servants u noe! Mr tan said hes giving $10! yay! So far, we invited Mr Tan TS, Mr tan[relief tcher], Mr Samuel Tan, Ms Nur, Mrs Khoo[SHEESH!], Mr Lee, Ms Lin, Mr sai, Mdm Samboo, Ms Chan & Mr Mah. Yet to confirm.. yay! MR OH NOT GOING! HALLELUJAH! wadeva the spelling is. (:

Got back report card.. booooo ; I downright sucked. my class position droppped!! ): Lucky lvl position increase. but still v lousy.. Sadsad.. BL cried.. Dunno why. Me, glo, mx, yt and mel went to comfort her. Stupid danny extra, keep asking her to stop crying.

OLINDA rawks!! shes so kewl. sly no good la.. hehex..

Byeez~

U will never noe.. bwahahaha x)

[EDIT]F33 !k3 dying.. i dun understand myself at all, let alone to understand other stuffx.. my marks are deterioting drastically and where else can i go after this year? damnned it.[/EDIT]

[[EDIT2]]MBM are going out after co on sattt ; going out wiv pam next wk too.. to buy prezzie.. yay. congratulate me, i am NUTZ. bwahahaha x)[[/EDIT2]]

I wonder why nowadays lifes so boring.. filled wiv ups and downs.. f33 !k3 ©ry!Ng.. gloria now hates me and says i have nothing to do with it.. what did i do? why did she hate me all of a sudden? it was when i started going out wiv bl.. Shes my best fren and she noes it and she said i am her bez fren but why does her hate me all of a sudden and not tell me at all? hiax.. *cries* Shes with melissa now and i am wiv bl and mx. [MBM] hahax.. we are going out after co.. walk around.. well.. quan hui came and apologized for her sudden outburst and yelling and crying.. i apologized for telling her to go out to blow her shuo na.. lifes never the same since i went to CCHY.. feel like going back to NBPS for all the happie go lucky days wiv pam, swee and belle.. hiax.. dun wan say so much alot nbps life.. its just RAWKS my sox..

dun wanna say more le.. buaiz.. schs closing but i am wiv a heavy heart full of spite and sadness of why people can be bez frenz wiv someone for 6months plus and when u go wiv some one else. she hates you... *sighs*

nxt time u sms wif sumone hp rmb 2 rite ur name.. nt i wun noe..

heyyy.. days are passing very very fast nowadays.. quite sad also.. the marks i gotten were unfavourable and to top it all.. CO performance sucks biggie.

23/1o/2oo4
well.. woke up at 6.40am.. packed all the scores and dizi and rushed out of the house.. missed the buss. =X Waited for 15mins and then the bus came.. blah.. thought i was late le.. so ran to the mrt station.. lucky ting hui was there. (x den walked to the 962 bus stop together.. lucky there was alot of people there.. hehex.. pauline was still in mrt. bwahaha.. later reached school in time.. den went store practice den chatted up there wiv ivyyy.. hahax.. test test and test the sound.. pauline ran all the way from sun plaza to school! hahax.. den bought sandwiches to bring to the mountbatten place. listened to FIR cd.. full blast very nice.. ppl talk behind also cannot hear. (: performed.. very BADDD ; the shen no sound.. den rong beat also.. den went we stop in the middle, xinyi hp RANGGG ; omggg ; Hahax.. after performance ate a little bit then had to go back school to practise for next yr SYF.. blahx.. after co i walked wiv bl all e way to northpoint den gloria was alone.. after that i joked arnd wiv gloria.. den went i went home she smsed me that she dun wan be my fren cuz i nvr go wiv her and so on.. DOTZZZ ; heck care la.. but she like bein forced liddat..? weird.. the msg was ( i better dun waste ur sms 4 such a silly tink.. frm 2 onwards ill not b ur fren n wil not tok to u ever again[was sad & heartbroken when writin tis] but i hv to do tis bye bye.. dun reply) wtf? heck care.. I think i am useless and pathetic.. i am such a bad fren also.. hiax.. wad did i do also? *irritated and confused* life is not worth living.. i am such a pathetic BAD girlll ;

24/1o/2oo4
bored day.. went to visit my uncle and now i am here. sayonara~

Fadding...

ZZzz.. was on my hp talking from 10.31pm to 11pm 12am 12.30am 1am.. yesterday-today. Hehex.. somemore oh hp.. blah.. *prepares to hide bill* hehex.. my sister was irritated by my constant chatter. nya ny! *pulls face*

had to wake up at 6am this morning to go Singapore Dental Centre to extract 2 teeth to make space for braces. (: was 1/2 asleep on the dentish chair UNTIL i saw the needle to inject the painkiller. OMG!!! so extra long and thick!!! argh.. almost ran awayyy.. too bad cant.. later numb the mouth den muz extract the teeth. Was quite ok.. Another doctor came and help me hold my head in place. Bah. (: Whole mouth swollen after that. Went taka,paragon, tangs go buy clothes.. cannot find PMK tees!! bahx.. bought an OP shorts tho. (: find so many shorts but no tees.. ): hahax.. went home at 4plus.. den go wash my mouth.. den extract the teeth eat food den i rinse to get the food out. den started bleeding.. blahx.. den dunno y bloody dizzy la.. den splash water on myself den okayy le.. hehex..always liddat de.

Oh ya. MANDI aint at home!! yay~ she went WWW wif my cousins. actually they forced me to go but i last min say my mouth pain so dun wan go. (: *hopes she stay overnight*

Went online and chat and chat. nth else to rite le. [.Buhx By3x.]

Acc!d3nt pr0n3~ (:

hewwo! :) super boring nowadays. x( K33p sn33zing non-stop.. bah!!! but i keep drinkin cold water.. =9

16/1o/2oo4
Woke forced to wake up at 7plus by my mom. Bah. She thought i 8am muz reach skl.. Den i forced her to let me use com. she agreed! (: hehex.. den played until 12pm.. den left for sambawang mrt. yay.. first one to reach. luckily.. or else my senior will rave and rant again.. cause i was late last time for escape. (: waited for e others.. dor and jianhui came just right after i reached.. den we bought sweets! =) den Ivy came.. followed by audrey. Jiemin was still sleeping! O_O so we left without her. hehex.. reached hsinghai 5mins late, dats what Ivy said. den went into a room. we were sitting in a semicircle. den our teacher the son came to teach us. so funnie!! we were there whispering. den we had to practise.. no one dared to do anything.. until the teacher keep asking us to blow. den practise 2 duals.. i almost nvr blow.. the di mo v funnie.. den v sharp.. hahax.. den around 2.30 den jiemin came. 1/2 hr later we leave le! hahax.. den went to pargo shop shop.. walk walk onlie.. v boring. den went mos burger eat. ebi rice rawks! (x after that walked arnd wif jiemin, audrey and jianhui. mom called to tell me she have been waiting at IP for the past 1hr. den went to IP. 6th floor carpark den went chua chu kang visit me uncle. blahx.. until so late.. went home cant on com so on tv watch until v sian...

17/1o/2oo4
nth nice.. basically laze arnd.. on com and use hp.. listen to radio.. ZZzz


sayonara~~ H!d3 & s33k...

Woohoo!! EOY are OVER!! ytd roxx! ((: after maths went out wif PaM & Gang!! sho nice! We went seoul garden to eat den eat until very full!! Hahax.. den check my hp.. gt 21 missed calls. blahx. *grins* After that den pam say go watch white chicks at causeway the cinema, so cold!! den watch until 9pm. Watch halfway my leg very pain!! dunno y.. den cannot put down.. cross leg den bloody pain.. hahahx.. After the show den went take neo.. finally got belle pic. =D reached home about 10pm.. and spent 30bucks! blah.. later going bugis wiv dizi group. haf practice.. =( next week got performance.. wad can i say.. muz practice and practice.. grrr..

stupid flu.. sniff and sniff.. our class like alot of ppl in class gt flu liddat.. sneeze and sniff.. hahax.

Blahx.. theres nothing to type.. feel like going back to sleep.. ytd 3am den sleep.. den 8wake up.. sleep my hair still very wet.. aiya.. muz go clean my dizi le.. den go sambawang.. sayonara~

Love ya...